2 Timothy 1:9
Who hath saved us, and called us with an holy calling, not according to our works, but according to his own purpose and grace, which was given us in Christ Jesus before the world began,
Before I was… I AM.
Before time… Eternity.
Before space… Infinity.
And even now, as I live and breathe,
in me, around me, all through me and
everywhere there is a there – and even where there is not… Grace.
Beyond matter, the particles and energy and all that can be detected with tools and brains,
beyond matter is Ultimate Reality, is Truth;
The Source, still and silent as It churns and sings with Life,
is beyond the reach of our physical senses, of our intellect and imagination.
Beyond grasping, the One Who IS, Infinite/Eternal One… is.
So… who am I?
I did not exist before the Word,
I would not exist without the Word,
for, through, with, and in the Word,
I am made flesh
No useless matter hurls through a meaningless universe,
for all is called forth into being by Being Itself.
Why does something exist instead of nothing?
Because the Infinite/Eternal One, Who is no thing, exists.
The finite cannot reach for the infinite
without losing its fine uniqueness that is its own particular identity;
Rather, the Infinite, ever-invisible/intangible and ever-motionless, reaches out
The perfect gratuitousness, which is the measureless Will powering Creation,
calls forth, through the unfathomable Word, the finite from no-thingness –
for no reason and no need, save for love.
Pure love, unadulterated by the finite, is Divine Reason…
is the eternal why…
is the Life of Grace.
Restore me, Infinite/Eternal One, to my reason for being.
Still and silent, with the speed and song of Thy Love, of Thee,
reach into my intellect and imagination, reach into my finite body and senses,
without a word, speak Thy Word into my soul,
and I shall be redeemed.
Not because I deserve to be, not because I have grabbed such,
not for any reason or any need – save for love.
The finite cannot take on the infinite without losing itself infinitely;
But the Infinite assumes the finite
and, by the Gift given us before the world began,
the finite loses its finity in the infinity of the soul, and
restored, renewed, those who live,
though in the darkness of intellect and the weakness of human will,
shall see Light… Infinite… Eternal… Truth.